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Instant Gratification

by Corner Soul

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1.
Water 01:44
You ain’t drinking enough water child Mama says she gotta see you Ain’t been round in a while Looking awfully close to invisible Bet one, it’s a piece of my arm, I said That’s it, still it’s something I guess It’s mine anyway “It’s the only thing” Tracing the sidewalk, bracing my thoughts again Sleeping through the signs, keeping myself correct Stressing tension welling up in my chest Laughing in public, sweating, still catching my breath Bare back, keep track of the pieces you leave To find some relief I’ll keep it with me “It’s the only thing”
2.
Still 03:02
With your ball gown on Outlived 30 winters, my god Is spread over this gospel kitchenette And where are the cameras? I’ve staggered out with spotless palms Shivering from a sickness I took years to perfect If someone sighs I might break a sweat My chest is sunk to a matchbox, baby Burning, it sings burdens sparking at me still Sparking at me still I won’t get you wrong Hiding behind the city so long You said, ‘It’s full time learning to forget’ but where are the cameras? I’ve staggered out with spotless palms 10 degrees it cost to ease the sense outta me Even went and scratched my belly clean My chest is sunk to a matchbox, baby Burning, it sings burdens sparking at me still Calm before the timid courts and rap sheets Hard as heels that break before the night see Venom kills the thirst we’re toasting each beat Drinks you hot like liquor sucking this heat Hosting ghosts lean in to kiss you on the mouth Burning, it signs burdens sparking at me still Sparking at me still
3.
Keeping Up 03:05
All sympathies aside Wander your way through the streets In the small world of your car Silence the outside, blacked out the glass box Chasing never promised highs Go tell that to the dark Don’t fall back asleep There’s so much more you gotta teach me How do you manage keeping up Gracious desperate, had enough Disconnected concern Your bags are still packed From the last time you left Lemme know when it’s my turn, cryptic insiders Giggling attentive unrest Try telling that to the dark I won't fall back asleep There’s so much more you gotta teach me How do you manage keeping up Gracious desperate, learning to wait
4.
Mask 02:55
Your instinct says somebody’s watching you The blocks brush past as if painted from memory I’m trying to relay the quiet this time, Rationalizing the mask Hold that thought, we’ve passed the message Shot by shot, outlast the text on Concrete tops, on past expenses, Valued lessons, first impressions of earth Flood the mind like nervous talk Love designed for to make you walk There really ain’t no right way, there really ain’t no right way Lost sight, weeks of drought, tease and pout, chin up There really ain’t no answer, there really ain’t no answer Cinder block Cinderellas found slumped on the partition Peace in each brief intermission, I hope You’re peering out from under that mask Your instinct says somebody’s watching you The frames click by as if painted from memory I been on three days at attention, hosting outdated traditions Peaking suspicions, a witness is all I need But I ain’t wishing (What you got to be hopeful about?) Nothing (That sounds about right.) Second skin shed fast and redefine Who you think you are under that mask Sort through your pockets Before anyone asks any questions This ain’t an ending It’s just morning coming
5.
Montclairs 01:37
Sparkle under strobes, are we safe now? It’s all kids on the stage, sweating electricity Swaying on the risers Shivering under LEDs, starts out sharing prizes Expressing inherent rights and Fighting fascism, loose and fabulous Suffering insistence and shame Balancing in between laws and Adding to the applause Rattling floors and bathroom doors scream, "more" Watch it stutter, watch it boom Watch it start to come apart Come apart, come apart
6.
They don’t see you in the daylight But you don’t mind the wait Said I can mind my place baby Slip out your sentence and into mine Said you had a dream Of what a woman was and you really are everything I could need it to be We’ll dance those steps predetermined Spellbound heroes watch us still spinning Circuits give out, scream Young Americans From everywhere but America Don’t you want just what I want? All calling out in half tones, the night Can’t run into day, if the bottle’s still full baby Compliments and conversations, talking bout Music and regrets and there ain’t no rest in reach as we bet your bent cigarettes You dance on the tip of my tongue as Our dead heroes watch us still spinning Circuits give out, scream Young Americans From everywhere but America Don’t you want just what I want?
7.
Private hypnosis, ritual breathing Instant gratification, you want more than a day Compare your battles, I know you fought harder How can I help it, how can I help you When you’re on the go, converted transitional It’s a nature to the masses, mother of apologies Built to incomplete, measure what you keep and invest in it Praise production, starve a glutton, do something already Dance for me, dance for me Your silhouette still stands on demand Promising milk and honey, I’ve got places to be But I might just hang around, watch it spin around The mirror ball plays hide and seek My guiding light, guiding light The silver moon plays hide and seek My guiding light, guiding light Keep on holding me down How long has it been now Float is sinking, grinding away Turbulence prone, went and reached out for Another soft landing, continued on in a cold sweat Paying tax to a crowd of frequent flyers, over and again The mirror ball plays hide and seek My guiding light, guiding light The silver moon plays hide and seek My guiding light, guiding light Say something, say something about it Say something, say something already
8.
Crying in the bath Fried chicken and cocaine Hysterical laughter From the stairway below us The sun’s always coming up As I put you to sleep Hysterical lust And doubting constantly You’d get all made up I watched you from bed Part of me patient Part of me still not awake Deaf afternoons Gone home reeking of coconut oil Celebrating too soon Still reeling and grateful I gotta show you again Now that I know how Feel I gotta know you again And really let you show me how You get so worked up Just waiting for rest Part of me patient Part of me still not awake
9.
Hit the curb and felt the ache Lost the words and missed the brakes Turned off on the straightaway Mediation miles away Consequences coming But I want what I feel Motor steady humming Let me know that it’s real Service lights are burning But we’re learning to deal Watch the dotted lines Take control of the wheel Yeah my eyes are burning But I’m learning to deal Watch the dotted lines Take control of the wheel I can’t just let the traffic Take me where it may Gotta swerve out this leather cell Measure the blood left in my face Yeah I’ve touched down on road Seems like a long way to go When you’re moving round so slow Who’s at the end Service lights are burning But we’re learning to deal Watch the dotted lines Take control of the wheel Yeah my eyes are burning But I’m learning to deal Watch the dotted lines Take control of the wheel
10.
Subs still shake me from point A to point B Collapsing in between breaths and filling up again Lungs of a machine, I must’ve missed my reflection Do you feel it in your skin some days? Lend a hand and keep it all held back Keep a handle on where you’re at I ain’t trying to cover up for them no more I ain’t sure about nothing but I need something
11.
Secondhand 03:54
It’s always when I least expect it You show your cards, express a thought Seems like you’ve only got good news in the dark Seems like each record stops at you mark It’s always twisted off intention Don’t say much, you play your part Seems like you pull each private truth at the start Seems like you’ve only got good news in the dark Catching cold in that parking lot You were born in it, secondhand Your name came secondhand All raised on secondhand Your name came secondhand Something written in perspective Sirens pass and dogs bark Seems like I just can’t manage to catch a spark Seems like you’ve only got good news in the dark Catch a case in this parking lot You were born in it, secondhand Your name came secondhand All raised on secondhand Your name came secondhand
12.
Lockjaw 03:35
If you’re trynna move a mountain least you could do is ask Be gentle with the silence, keep fighting with the pilot Pressure from the center of the task Two weeks overdue, 23 to make it Gimme a month to pull it through Mister is your son well, sorry I was dry He needed help to focus and I think I know a guy The routine is 9 to 5, getting stuck on all the wrong words My mama always said, most of yours are in the know And most of mine are dead, on god Each way and always See you coming round here baby boy Your interest lies within my hands, a toy Is what you are, is what you are Scattered over open palms enjoy At least this time, at least this time I’ll release my mind It ain’t so far, it’s in what you are Dripping open heart my boy Each way and always So tonight we gon give this a test To the cruise control, miles by the pound Don’t help the cause if it bruise your soul If I’m out of touch, I don’t ask for much Couldn’t cure myself, who am I to judge See you coming round here baby boy Your interest lies within my hands, a toy Is what you are, is what you are Scattered over open palms enjoy At least this time, at least this time I’ll release my mind It ain’t so far, it’s in what you are Dripping open heart my boy

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recorded 2016-2019
at temporary studios; westford, moore, llewellyn, central, and salem st

endless gratitude to the friends and strangers that contributed their voices
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released March 15, 2019

tom o'donnell - songwriting, vocals, production, guitar, keys, drums, bass, programming, mixing, mastering
claudio carreira - songwriting, vocals, keys, programming, cover photography
hands d'tomo - bass, backing vocals
shan ramos - keys, backing vocals
cole enos - songwriting, drums, backing vocals
ray clough - drums, engineering, mastering
alex prak - songwriting, styling, artistic direction
austin condee - additional programming

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